Whats up guys? Haven't seen you in awhile..
I don't really know what I'm doing on this account, I just kind of ended up here. I was going through my old art, all the old memories, the old comments, my old messages. It really all just makes me want to cry. I miss my past sometimes.
I've improved a lot over the years, I don't like to post things on this account anymore, its more of a page for me to look at my old art and see my own improvement, and to help me keep improving.
No, scratch that, I miss the people that were in my life in my past. But I when i really think about it, I was so sad back in the day. My life was in need of a change. Things happened for a reason. I guess I needed to get away, to start my life the way I wanted to live it. Not the way some person who I thought was my friend wanted me to live.
That friend knows who they are, and whether they take the time in their heart to remember me or not, and somehow see this....
Just know, that even through everything, I will always love you. You were my best friend throughout our entire childhood, You helped me begin to grow up. I know I messed a lot of things up, things you weren't happy about. But you gotta understand that I was exploring and growing as a person 5 years ago. I was young and utterly hopeless. But you trying to completely control my life and control the people i had in my life is not okay. I have never had a person ruin me as much as you did. I am not a puppet.
I guess you could say that I'm finally moving on with my life, Im always going to miss you, but I will never forgive you again and never allow you in my life again.
I will not let my past control me.