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This account is no longer active. Im sorry but there are personal reasons on leaving this account, It is checked upon every now again.
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Whats up guys? Haven't seen you in awhile..
I don't really know what I'm doing on this account, I just kind of ended up here. I was going through my old art, all the old memories, the old comments, my old messages. It really all just makes me want to cry. I miss my past sometimes.

I've improved a lot over the years, I don't like to post things on this account anymore, its more of a page for me to look at my old art and see my own improvement, and to help me keep improving.

No, scratch that, I miss the people that were in my life in my past. But I when i really think about it, I was so sad back in the day. My life was in need of a change. Things happened for a reason. I guess I needed to get away, to start my life the way I wanted to live it. Not the way some person who I thought was my friend wanted me to live.

That friend knows who they are, and whether they take the time in their heart to remember me or not, and somehow see this....

Just know, that even through everything, I will always love you. You were my best friend throughout our entire childhood, You helped me begin to grow up. I know I messed a lot of things up, things you weren't happy about. But you gotta understand that I was exploring and growing as a person 5 years ago. I was young and utterly hopeless. But you trying to completely control my life and control the people i had in my life is not okay. I have never had a person ruin me as much as you did. I am not a puppet. 

I guess you could say that I'm finally moving on with my life, Im always going to miss you, but I will never forgive you again and never allow you in my life again.

I will not let my past control me.

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Hi I have been reading your story about Tamat and it is quite good. I hope you update soon. Yur a very talented writer and artist so please keep them coming.
Oh thank you. (: I dont think im going to update Tamat's Story for a little while though. :p
oh that sucks :( Oh well as long as you keep on keeping on it's all good :)
happy birthday my beautiful artist!
EckaChrome Dec 18, 2010  Student Traditional Artist
-noms on tamats ears-
My names iz Eckza and this is my love child, Tamas. Love her! 3<
-continues nomming-
AwesomeLurker Nov 25, 2010
You think you own whatever land you land on
Earth is just a dead thing you can claim
But I know every rock and tree and creature
Has a life, has a spirit, has a name

You think the only people who are people
Are the people who look and think like you
But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger
You learn things you never knew
You never knew

Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon?
Or ask the grinning bobcat why he grinned
Can you sing with all the voices of the mountains?
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind?
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind?

Come run the hidden pine trails of the forest
Come taste the sun-sweet berries of the earth
Come roll in all the riches all around you
And for once never wonder what they're worth

The rainstorm and the river are my brothers
And the heron and the otter are my friends
And we are all connected to each other
In a circle in a hoop that never ends

Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon?
or let the eagle tell you where hes been
can you sing with all the voices of the mountain
can you paint with all the colors of the wind
can you paint with all the colors of the wind

How high does the sycamore grow
If you cut it down, then you'll never know

And you'll never hear the wolf cry to the blue corn moon
For whether we are white or copper - skinned
We just sing with all the voices of the mountain
Need to paint with all the colors of the wind

You can own the earth and still
All you'll own is earth until
You can paint with all colors of the wind.
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